Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Derita Djie....... (dari Oh mama Oh Papa)

Sebut saja namaku Djie..dan aku masih ingat ketika seorang ibu
mendandaniku sehingga tampak sangat cantik sekali..

Kisah sedihku ini dimulai ketika seorang dengan wajah seram datang
ketempatku dengan mulut bau minuman, dengan suara serak meminta dengan
paksa supaya aku ikut dengannya.
Kulihat dia menyelipkan uang ke tangan ibu yang menjagaku sambil
menyeringai
memperlihatkan deretan gigi yang hitam2 menjijikan.
Tapi apa dayaku sehingga akupun terpaksa ikut dengannya meski entah apa
yang terjadi pada diriku ini.
Aku memang lemah dan tak punya kekuatan untuk menolaknya

Dibawanya aku pergi sehingga tak seberapa lama kudengar dari kejauhan
suara cekikikan wanita-wanita.
Semakin dekat dengan tempat itu, aku melihat ada 4 orang laki-laki
ditemani wanita-wanitanya sambil minum-minum.
Ahhh minuman keras lagi?..

Orang yang membawaku masuk dalam kumpulan orang-orang itu yang ternyata
temannya, sambil memandangi diriku dengan penuh nafsu dan kelihatannya
aku mau dimakan hidup-hidup. Tiba-tiba tangannya menyentuh diriku.
Merabaku sehingga tak ada lagi diseluruh tubuhku yang tidak dijamahnya
aku tak bisa berkata apa-apa.
Dan sekali lagi aku memang lemah dan tak punya kekuatan tuk menolak
tingkah laku orang ini.

Melihat apa yang dilakukannya pada diriku, ke-empat temannya ternyata
tidak tinggal diam. Sambil teriak-teriak "bagi donk, bagi donk...!!!"
Akupun juga mengalami perlakuan yang paling menyedihkan, akhirnya
secara

bergiliran merekapun menjamahku dari ujung keujung dengan
penuh kepuasan dan bukan itu saja yang mereka lakukan mereka mulai mengulum ujung tubuhku. Tapi tetap saja
aku tidak berontak karena aku lemah dan tak punya kekuatan untuk
menolaknya.

Aku begitu lemah, sehingga perlakuan keji mendatangiku berkali-kali
hanya demi sebuah kepuasaan sesaat, hanya aku biarkan saja.
Dan itupun masih terjadi sampai saat ini.

Note : 
pada saat orang itu memaksaku pergi, dia memanggil nama lengkapku




Djie Sam Soe isi 12 batang.






Serius amat bacanya, hehehe...


Monday, October 6, 2008

Rayuan Gombal Jilid 2

Tadi malam aku kirim bidadari untuk menjaga tidurmu. Eh, dia buru-buru balik. Katanya, 'Ah, masa bidadari disuruh jaga bidadari?' --- Hoek!

 

Kalau kamu nanya berapa kali kamu datang ke pikiranku, jujur aja, cuma sekali. abisnya, ga pergi2 sih! --- Najis Loh!

 

Sempet bingung jg, kok aku bisa senyum sendiri. Baru nyadar, aku lagi mikirin kamu. ---  WAKS!

 

Kalau suatu saat kamu hancurkan hatiku... akan kucintai kamu dengan kepingannya yang tersisa. --- Hoeeek!

 

Berusaha melupakanmu, sama sulitnya dengan mengingat seseorang yang tak pernah kukenal. --- Hahaha nice one!

 

Kalau kamu ajak aku melompat bareng, aku ngga bakalan mau. Mending aku lari ke bawah, bersiap menangkapmu. --- idih gepeng ntar!

 

Aku pernah jatuhkan setetes air mata di selat Sunda. Di hari aku bisa menemukannya lagi, itulah waktunya aku berhenti mencintaimu. --- jitak!

 

Ga usah janjiin bintang dan bulan untuk aku, cukup janjiin kamu bakal selalu bersamaku di bawah cahayanya. --- najooos..

 

Kalau kamu nanya mana yg lebih penting buat aku: hidupku atau hidupmu, aku bakal jawab hidupku. Eits, jangan marah dulu, karena kamulah hidupku. --- gyahahaha sakit perut..

 

Pertama ketemu, aku takut ngomong sama kamu. Pertama ngomong sama kamu, aku takut kalau nanti suka sama kamu. Udah suka, aku makin takut kalau jatuh cinta. Setelah sekarang cinta sama kamu, aku jadi bener2 takut kehilangan kamu. Kamu emang menakutkan! --- weeekkkk

 

Ketika hidup memberiku seratus alasan untuk menangis, kau datang membawa seribu alasan untuk tersenyum. --- getok pake kursi

 

Jika aku bisa jadi bagian dari dirimu, aku mau jadi airmatamu, yang tersimpan di hatimu, lahir dari matamu, hidup di pipimu, dan mati di bibirmu --- maksut loh?!

 

Orang bilang bulan itu indah...tapi aku bilang tidak. Orang bilang planet venus itu cantik...tapi menurut aku tidak. Aku bilang bumi itu indah dan cantik...karena ada kamu.   --- lempar pake bedug mesjid!

 
 

Rayuan Gombal Jilid 3

RAYUAN Gombal


         Ini adalah BAHAYA yang sedang mengancam dunia,
 

         Cewe :  "Kamu kenapa sih?" ..
         Cowo:  "Sakit ga sih?"
         Cewe:  Sakit kenapa?
         Cowo:  Bidadari kaya lo, jatuh dr langit.. Sakit ga sih?
 
         Jika aku disuruh memilih... 
         untuk bernapas atau mencintaimu. .. 
         Aku akan menggunakan napas terakhirku 
         untuk mengatakan "aku mencintaimu" 
 
         Jika ada 100 orang yang mencintai kamu pastilah aku salah 
         satu dari mereka    Jika ada 10 orang yang mencintai kamu pastilah aku juga 
         salah satu dari mereka    Jika tak ada 1 orang pun yang mencintai kamu pastilah saat 
         itu aku sudah tidak ada di dunia, karena aku tidak bisa memilikimu

         co : eh jangan duduk deket bunga-bunga 
         ce : loh emang kenapa ? 
         co : nanti bunga-bunganya layu 
         ce : kok bisa ? 
         ce : mereka layu karena mereka malu kalah cantik sama kamu 
 
         Co: knapa malem ini gelap banget ya 
         Ce: mendung kali bang 
         Co: kyknya nggak dech 
         Ce: trus napa bang 
         Co: soalnya bulannya sedang menerangi & menemaniku disini 
 
         co: bapak kamu maling ya? 
         ce: ihâ?¦.kow jahat sie bapak ku dibilang maling. kow gitu? 
         co: iya soalnya kamu pintar banget mencuri hatiku.. 
          
         co: Neng kamu capek gak? 
         ce: Hah? (bingung) 
         co: Soalnya eneng berlari2 terus di pikiran abang 
 
          kamu tau gak.. 
         pemilu kemaren aku gak milih sby.. 
         TP AKU MILIH KAMU... 
 
 
         Aku udah pernah jatuh dari jembatan, 
         aku udah pernah jatuh dari tangga. 
         Semuanya gak enak. 
         Tapi ada satu jatuh yang paling enak, yaitu jatuh cinta sama kamu. 
 
 
         kalo eneng jadi kompor, biar akang jadi sumbu nya... 
         kalo eneng jadi panci, biar akang jadi bagian gosong di bawahnya.. 
         kalo eneng jadi centong, biar akang jadi nasi yang nempelnya... 
         yang penting nempel teruuusss... . 
        
 

Minal Aidin Wal Faizin dari Maria Ozawa

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Interview with My Lovely Girl Anne Hathaway ( In Rachel Getting Married The Movie)

What was the coolest thing about playing Kym?

You mean besides the hair? I think for me, it was the first time that’d I’d ever not editorialized a character, if you know what I’m saying. Sometimes I felt like, okay, I’m going to know my character better than anyone. Here’s what you’re supposed to like about her, here’s what you’re not supposed to like about her, here’s where she’s coming from and here’s her journey. In a way I would overthink it, and I had a realization about a month before we made this movie that it really doesn’t matter if I like Kym or not…Actually the only thing that was important to her story is that you understand her. The worst thing I could do would be to, in any way, try to manipulate her, or to try and gain the audience’s sympathy or respect or anything like that; that was never my intention. I just figured [out], “Oh my God, all I have to do, my only job is to make her truthful. And if you make her truthful she’ll be understood and then people can take away from her what they want, but she’ll be honest.”

Who’d you understand her to be?

I’ve gotten a lot of questions like, “What was it like playing a selfish character?” And I say, “Yeah, Kym definitely has flaws and sometimes you want to smack her and everything,” but the thing I love about this movie is, underneath it, here’s a girl fighting for her survival. She’s fighting for her survival, she’s fighting to stay sober, and then to the people that say she’s selfish, I’m just like, “Do you see what she puts up with in the movie? The way she’s perceived? The way she’s treated?” She’s there putting up with it because she loves her sister. Kym is fierce. Kym has the biggest heart of any character that I’ve ever encountered, and she’s frighteningly intelligent and she’s just really extreme…Kym overwhelms your senses. She’s so much fun to play. [Laughs]

Jonathan said that the looseness of Jenny [Lumet]’s screenplay made him feel more free as a director. Did you feel that same freeness because of the material, and were you kept on your toes because of the shooting style?

Do you do yoga? You know when you’re trying something new and the only way to do this incredibly difficult pose is to be as relaxed as possible? That’s kind of what making this movie was like. There were so many things being thrown at you, but all you can kind of do is say, “Alright, fine, let’s try that. Jonathan Demme is steering the ship and I’m happy to be aboard.” In a way, I personally feel that your own personal hang-ups and feelings don’t really matter when you’re on set. It’s all about telling the story and doing the scene and telling the truth. I just automatically try to feel comfortable wherever I am, because if I’m uncomfortable that’s only going to stilt me and make me more self-conscious, and I’m kind of both of those things anyway. The script, the consistency of it, the complexity of the conflict, the truth of the characters made it very easy because there was nothing you had to bring to it. You just kind of had to show up and find the truth everyday.

Do you think that events that take place during the teen years influence the rest of your life, or can you put it in the back drawer if something traumatic happens?

I think one of the most beautiful things we have going for us as human beings is our ability to heal…Everything that has happened to me, good and bad, I feel has happened for a reason and I’ve been made stronger from the good stuff and much, much, much, much, much stronger from the bad stuff. I don’t want to put anything in a drawer, but I do want to let things rest and heal, and it just becomes a part of you. One of my favorite lines in the movie is [from] the woman who gets up at the first N.A. meeting and says, “I’m an addict. That’s just one fact, one fact among many.” I think that when you’re talking about your past, that is what happens. Depends on, of course, the level of the trauma.

I felt more willingness after I played this character to put myself out there and not be afraid of being judged.

Did this role stay with you for a while, as an actor, afterward?

I didn’t want to let Kym go. I’m not going to lie. I didn’t want to let her go; I loved her. I felt more inspired to be honest. I felt more willingness after I played this character to put myself out there and not be afraid of being judged or misunderstood or disliked. I found a lot of confidence in this role to be able to approach people and say, “Look, as long as I’m myself, you can like me or dislike me, but at least it’s under honorable pretences.” I felt really comfortable, and I found that level of honesty and self-representation has really evened my relationship with people that I love in my life and it’s made my life better. Even if Kym’s not with me anymore, her lessons are.

How are you dealing with all of the [Oscar] buzz?

What buzz? Bees, you mean? [Laughs] It’s thrilling to have inspired people in a performance to put their passion out there on display. That’s so cool, and I’ve never done anything that warranted that before or garnered it. I’m enjoying having my work enjoyed. That being said, ultimately the buzz doesn’t matter until the nominations come out, so I’m not really thinking about it too much.

You and Rosemarie didn’t have much time to meet pre-production?

We didn’t want to. We went out to have a dinner, and it was a little awkward because we were half in character, half really curious about what the other person was like. We didn’t really try. We thought the awkwardness would be good between the two of us because the characters don’t know each other very well…and are kind of getting to know each other again during the course of the movie. We never focused on that or doubted that. We kind of kept a really respectful, friendly distance from each other. There was never any question that it was personal; it was just what’s going to serve the story best. We’ve gotten to know each other since the movie finished, and I really like her. She’s a great girl, and she’s so adorable! She’s, like, the most adorable person on the planet. She’s a phenomenal actress and I expect such great things for her and doors to open from this performance because it’s just magnificent.